So my best friend in the entire world fucking hates me now. :/ It’s the worst feeling in the world, because I love her so much. And I can’t stand to lose her. She is the most amazing friend, and she is always there for me. When I’m crying and acting dumb or anything is wrong, she is right there to help me. But now that’s all over. And it fucking hurts so bad. When someone you care for and love so much tells you not to talk to them, that hurts so fucking much. I just wanted to cry all day. But I’ve been crying so fucking much lately, I’m all cried out. She is all I have, and now I have nothing.
I wrote her this letter, which she will probably rip up. I want to call her so bad right now to try and fix things, but she will hang up. I wish I could just talk to her and set everything straight, but she doesn’t want to see my face. I don’t know what to do.